Thursday, April 21, 2011

idk why like cannot sleep then go and kpo.
x[ fml. or rather fcukmyeyes.
aiyahhh, troubled, but who will understand and know ?
i also dont know hw t put in words sial.
like a lost sial..


they say words can hurt, i say seeing is more hurtful.
seeing words that hurt, double hurt.
but aiyahhh,
sometimes it means nothing, but we go think until dont know whereee.
pff *tsk.

ohwells, afterall, ima just human right?
=/

thats it, stop here. dont wanna put it down t words anymore.
ltr breakdown, die.


Tuesday, April 19, 2011

today as in 19o4, supposed t be a happy day. but alot of things happened. and its bad thingg.
hmmmms. idk what else t believe in already. everything i could believe in, and the people whom i thought could trust, i was wrong, or is it i think too much? =/


my deepest thoughts, who will ever know?
when you said, you trust me, do you really trust me from deep within?
when you say, u love me, really love me?
when you say out words of hurt and anger, ever thought bout' hw i would feel?
do you really understand MEME? DERNISE, YE JIN PING ?


i do not ask for the stars or t moon.
i dare not even ask for things that i hope i would have.
i didnt even asked for you to promise me things.

but now, all that you promised willingly, did you fufill it?

or is everything just but a lie?

我要的是你的信任,你真心对我。
我不敢要求太多,因为要求的太多,失望会更多。
我知道你很爱我,我从来没有怀疑过你对我的爱。
如果有怀疑,只是怀疑自己真的是否真的应该拥有你。
就跟你一样,只要是你说的,我一定信。
对,没有人说恋爱是完美的,不过只要有你,我的人身是完美的。
我只是要你知道,我爱你。
不说出口,不代表不爱。
不说出口,不到表开心。


我们的承诺,我会好好的守护着。
不管未来是否再会有这种东西发生,我会依然在你身边爱你。
因为你是我的唯一,因为你值得。
更是因为,我爱你。


Sunday, April 10, 2011

alamak. my darling troubled sial. lover also. baby tooo! me also. LOL~! everybody got problems. :DDD
nvm, we'll stand by each other and go through it.


darling :

 i understand hw you're feeling nw, slowly kays? friends care thats why maybe we tell u how we feel as an outsider, if we dont care, we wouldnt even bother telling you hw we feel about ure actions. as for affairs of t heart, take it a step at a time, afterall, i or us, dont wanna see u get hurt again. reality is cruel, but true love withstands everything and anything. be patient, remember what kelvinkua said? make sure t next person is ure prince charming and not just any other passerby. :DD so be patient. i believe there's always someone for everyone . :D <3


Lover :

i know ure scared, even though its a month away, everynight and day ure thinking bout it. but u know in t end, u still will face it no matter what the outcome is right? just take it as another phrase in life. and really, i believe ure born to be a fighter not a quitter, have some faith and confidence in urself. :DD whats done has been done, it can never be undone, so, look forward to ure future (which u still have), and never look back!. :DD climb from where you first fell. get back up! you can do it !! JIAYOOOOOU~!

BABYLOVE :

i know at work ure unhappy. but who said that working was easy? i know you treasure ure friends alot, but they dont. x[ nvm, its better that u know ure friend's true color now then later right? i know u never regret being friends with them, just that u felt betrayed right? be strong baby, afterall, there are all sorts of people in this earth. you have me and thats all that matters right baby? mwaccks~! lovelove yooou kays? 


aiiiyooooyoooo. headache sial. HMMMM~!. ohwell. nvmnvmnvm., lets all be strong and go through all the shit that god make us goooo~! HAHAHAHA. :DD
at least we acc each other, and not ALONE~! HEEEE. 
:DDD mwaccks~!

alright! thats all for noww. hmmms.




Saturday, April 9, 2011

Like a boring. keep raining these few days until like a sian only. hate thunder sound. =/
anyway, happy for lover, that she found a job, somemore at armani sial. aisehhh~ ^_^
and darling also, maybe going t work her uncle as cashier? hees.  :DD
and myself? getting a full-time job when baby comes over and is cfm-ed of a job lor. HEES.
sakali, i also work at armani, if by then they still short of people, if not, receptionist job most probably. :DD


feel excited like abit, soon, i'll lead a 'new life', co-habitating w baby, in-out of sg for awhile, anddd. working full-time. hopefully recept ley, so easy, my kind of job also, work for salon, ltr can get free haircut etc.. hahahaa. talking bout ' hair, my hair color like getting light brown as i keep washing. =/ tmd. irritatinggg. blaahhh. && nw ima hooked onto t thai song posted on fb. credits t lover again. she damn zai finding song, darling also. HEE.  but shit her iphone...  .____. cannot send one. hahaha.~! :DD



meimei's bday comming, 1yr old. so fast! ima only more interested in her angbao money, Like a cb right me? hahahaah. bopiann,  i wanna faster get my ass t KL and see baby. 6 more days shes offically outta job, then wait for me come lor!

baby! hang in there and wait kays? in a blink of an eye, you'll see right before ure eyes. :DD



我虽然不完美不过爱着你是完美的 <3+7~!








Thursday, April 7, 2011




HELLO~! my blogskin like a NICE right? CREDITS TO LOVER~! :DDD thank yooou ka. hahaha. =x

ohwell, my baby today kenna bully at work. seriously speaking, some people just need to be treated that way, then only will they realise what wrong have they done. but sadly, some people just never will realise. 

some say, old habits die hard. i say no money, no habits. hahaha. =x like abit no link. sorry. forgive me, i damn tired now already. thats why in a 'tak ada lingling' mode. WAHAHAHA. i like this phrase sial. created by daphneyongg my lover~! <3

2more weeks+, before i go t KL and see my baby TMY already. hmmm. kant believe what will life be like to really start working full-time and staying w her. its been a long timee since i worked full time and i really hope we can work out ( the staying tgt thing). because, seriously speaking, alot of people keep saying '相爱容易相触难'. x[

but, like i always say & you too, 我相信我们可以 . HEEE. :DDD
i know for me, you 真的什么都愿意, really is enough already, :DD
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥~!

今天你信息的那些话, 真的感动了我.
谢谢你那么爱我, 谢谢你的一切.
我会好好珍惜.
mwaccks~!




Saturday, April 2, 2011

i should be sleeping now. but ive got loads on my mind.
hmmmms. sometimes, what we see is not what it is.
sometimes seeing is NOT believing.
&& sometimes in <3, i guess, its really all about TRUST.
its hard when you <3 a person.
sometimes even when you know t person is lying to you, you'll still believe him/her,
just purely cos you LOVE him/her.


then again, how come people get jealous and angry?
because they care alot about the person.
but, then again, sometimes because u <3 a person alot,
you can tolerate anything, and you will try not to be unhappy about what the person did.
but, then again, even thou action speaks louder than words,
sometimes, its really hard to put words into actions.
because sometimes there are unexpected situations that hinder what you want t do/ express.

do you really know what love is all about?
or does anybody know t real meaning about love and what is it all about?
for me, i know that affairs of t heart are the most difficult t handle and the most complicated.

but, for you*
no matter hw hard and complicated it is to understand what love is all about,
i know one thing for sure.
&& that's ima all about YOU*


ily, and ily you forever.





DERNISEE ♥

"20o585
STRONG YET WEAK
我只要你的真心
好好爱我




我记得我们的爱。
七年;七颗心,七辈子在一起。
你是我的全部
261o1o
不能不爱你 ; 不能没有你
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥~!
YJP ♥ TMY
&& ilove these 2 people.
Daphneyong && Jolynnlimm













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